I am a volunteer firefighter and EMT, second generation firefighter. Always looking for learn more! Opportunities to train are all around.
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Rapid Intervention Teams
Sunday, September 22, 2013
What it all means to me
I love taking pictures in general. There is no way around it. I love looking at pictures and associating them with memories. Working in corporate communications, I started taking random firefighting photos, thinking it would be an interesting ad/marketing campaign to complete by showing snapshots of the job. With the smartphone, it was simple enough. A peek into the world of a firefighter.What does it all mean? What makes firefighters so passionate about their job? This post is about personal reflection.
Being a firefighter was all that I ever wanted as a kid. For a brief time however, a grueling six months, I thought I was going to lose it all. I was 19 years old when I was diagnosed with clinical depression and general anxiety. It was a dark time in my life, and for some time, I couldn't even walk into the fire station without feeling sick. My anxiety would go up in ways it never had before when we had calls. It was the anxiety that forced me to recognize that I needed to take a step back. That was pretty hard. Even though my body was having thee adverse reactions, I still had enough control of myself that I knew this wasn't right. I knew that I was supposed to be a firefighter. I was determined to get it back. I kept going up to the fire station to ease myself in, and one day I was able to feel OK up there again. Another six months after I was back, I earned my Firefighter 1 certification. Knowing that the previous year I had struggled so much made getting that certification so much sweeter.
The awesomeness of this job never ceases to amaze me. That's with some of the seemingly random equipment shots. I went home from college this past weekend and had a couple calls. Wearing the equipment feels so natural. I remember how the SCBA first felt on my back when I joined at 14. I didn't know how I would ever get used to it. Or the helmet. I'm a little bit on the "whacker" side-I have stickers on my helmet recognized my EMT and FF1 certification, along with a Pittsburgh "P" that one of my friends was designing for a bunch of us a few years ago. But, on my shield, I have one of those rubber band bracelets which reads "Officer Michael Crawshaw." Michael Crawshaw was a police officer who was killed in the line of duty in 2009. He graduated from the same high school as me, and I was one of the recipients of his scholarship my senior year. I kept in touch with the organization and got to know some of Mike's family and friends. While I always wear one Crawshaw bracelet, I couldn't really think of a better way for me to honor him. His sacrifice will never be forgotten.
My last post had to do with line of duty deaths. 2013 has been a rough year in that aspect; there were several incidents that resulted in multiple firefighters dead. A shooting in New York, a plant explosion in Texas, a wildfire in Arizona killed 19. I thought it was important to include those as well because they won't be forgotten. We fall together, we stand together.
Finally, a couple of the photos were things I have seen throughout the web that I think really embody how some of us feel about this job. It's the best thing in the world. Almost every little kid wants to be a firefighter at one time or another. Some of us actually get to live it. It's not easy but it's worth it. You have to put a lot into it. You have to push yourself. And honestly, as cheesy as it may sound, you have to believe in yourself. I'm not sure if firefighting is really anything that comes naturally to anyone. I'm going to have to think about that. You put so much into it. It makes you a better person. You're stronger for it. I thank God for every day I'm a firefighter. Best thing I ever did.
I just thought it was important to recognize how great of a job this is.
Keep fire in your life. Stay safe.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
2012 Annual Report of FF LODD released
One interesting statistic provided was emergency versus non emergency. Emergency LODD made up 55.6% (45 deaths), and non emergency was 44.4% (36 deaths). Non emergency deaths are training, administrative activities, performing other functions that are not related to an emergency, or those that occurred post incident but the firefighter did not experience it during the emergency.
Twenty two of the firefighters died during fireground operations. It surprises me how many still are dying from responding/returning to an incident. Speed is often a factor unfortunately, as is not wearing seat belts. Not wearing seat belts still amazes me because as first responders it's something that we tell others. In vehicle rescue, we see the results of not wearing proper restraints, yet are still guilty of the same action. It is one of those things that I don't understand why we haven't learned.
No firefighters died from being lost/disorientated in a burning structure for the second year.
This report is extremely informative and useful. Here is the link if you are interested: http://www.usfa.fema.gov/downloads/pdf/publications/ff_fat12.pdf.
Inherently, firefighting is a dangerous job. I don't think that there will ever be a year where there are zero line of duty deaths. However, reports such as these are valuable because we can learn. We know that we need to stay healthy, we know that we need to drive safe, we know that we have to wear our seat belts-unfortunately, at times, we don't seem to remember this. These reports are useful because it truly breaks down the line of duty deaths in a way that they can be used as an educational resource. Every LODD was a sacrifice-let's not make it for nothing. Let's remember and learn. I feel repetitive with this but we have to train. As first responders, our education never ends. We will never be able to guarantee that this job will be 100% safe. But we can operate in a way that can make it as safe as possible. Control the elements that you can. Learn.
Keep fire in your life. Stay safe.
Monday, September 16, 2013
Article from Fire Chief-> Darwin and the volunteer fire service
Everything is evolutionary. It is unavoidable. Name something that has not changed over the years. Just look at the fire service. We've gone from horse drawn carriages to amazing pieces of fire apparatus that carry equipment to not only put out a fire, but address other emergencies as well, whether it be rescue, hazmat, or whatever else your first due response area may see.
In no way whatsoever do I fit into the category of chief that Coleman mentions. But I think as an everyday firefighter, a "grunt," the changes that Coleman brings up is important for all firefighters to recognize. It's knowing what is in your first due. What needs does your community have? Yes, the chief is going to be dealing with more pressing issues concerning these changes, like how to guarantee crews or making sure that firefighters are up to training standards.
I think it is important to recognize changes that are coming to the volunteer fire service at all levels. Coleman's post may have focused more on the chief side of things, but this got me thinking as a regular firefighter. We always need to be ready for whatever the calls may bring. We always need to be "Combat Ready" as the training group Training Traditions teaches (they are awesome! Highly recommended!) Thinking "outside of the box" is an integral part in firefighting. Can your department right now meet all of the public safety needs of your community? What standards do you hold yourself to?
I think at this point, we are definitely past the social club aspect. That is a thing of the past. But if your company ready? What changes are still being resisted? It kind of worried me that Coleman specifically pointed out that volunteer fire chiefs need to know about risk assessment and NFPA standards. I know that when I went through my essentials of firefighting program, even as a junior firefighter, I had to learn NFPA standards. Who and where are these not being taught?
Although, some of this goes back to my thesis if you read my previous post. There needs to be some type of accountability with the volunteer fire service. I do not understand how that has gone so unregulated in some ways for so long. How can we not hold each other to at least some standard? You can three departments in one municipality with three different types of standards. How is that efficient?
There are some levels of standardization that may be seen in a paid department that might not work in a volunteer department just because of time restraints, as Coleman states. But that is not an excuse to have any standardization. We have to be as safe as possible.
Coleman's post really got me thinking in ways I did not expect. In fact, I'm still thinking about it in different ways. I hope you do too.
Keep fire in your life. Stay safe.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
The Issue of Consolidation
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
A Continued Reflection
Images of the towers falling caused heartache, images of the One World Trade Center offer hope. One discussion I had was on the generation that remembers 9/11. I'm 21 years old now, making me nine at the times of the attacks. I remember that day, but my brother would have been seven and I don't believe he entirely remembers. It is interesting to think that people my age and just two years younger will be the last generation with memories of those attacks.
One thing that strikes me is that I always remember how it was such a beautiful day that day. Gorgeous blue skies. That is always very constant in my memory. It was a beautiful day in Pittsburgh, but in New York as well. That clear blue sky so contrasted with the flames, smoke, and dust.
This is something I posted on my personal Facebook page today. Although it overlaps with my previous post, I would like to share it:
"It's so hard to believe its been 12 years. I remember the day so vividly, but I also remember the fear. It didn't seem real. Even now it's difficult to comprehend. In America's darkest hour, our strengths and values were still so evident. In all the loss and destruction, we saw heroism. We saw strength. From the ashes we rose and swore never to forget. We got the bastard responsible too. We were united as one and we became a stronger nation. The heroes of 9/11 emerged from everywhere. We stand strong. We stand together.
All of the death from those attacks is so crazy and horrifying to comprehend. 343 firefighters gone...entire crews. So much was lost. From the deaths of first and civilians so much potential and goodness was lost. That's why we remember. One day when I have to explain 9/11 to my children, I hope they are living in a safer world.
"Let's roll""
Heroes emerge during our darkest hours. We are strongest when we are tested. Those attacks have proven to be costly. But, as the saying goes, freedom isn't free. And there isn't any price on freedom. It is truly a glorious thing. And I know that the flag still means freedom. We're still free.
I am also going to share a few photos. My university (Robert Morris University, Pennsylvania) has a flag project every year for 9/11. The flags on our front lawn are breathtakingly beautiful, it's a sight to see. I wanted to share a few photos from the lawn. The person wearing the FDNY shirt is me. Today, nothing seemed more appropriate than wearing my FDNY shirt (bought at a fire expo a few years ago) and a hat from my own fire department.
Keep fire in your life. Stay safe.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Time to Reflect
The aftermath was shock, despair, and heartache, but also a will and the strength to go on. I don't know any of the men and women that died in the attacks. But I know 343 FDNY firefighters died responding to the fire, many knowing that when they entered that they would not come out. More firefighters have died of illnesses/injuries related to the World Trade Center attacks, an issue that has been controversial at times in declaring it a line of duty death (LODD).
After all this time, it sometimes surprises me how often I have reflected on these attacks. I know that on Wednesday the news will be running programs remembering and commemorating the lives lost. I can't imagine how much pain the loved ones of the fallen feel. Although obviously the pain would be the most on the anniversary, many Americans only remember the attacks on that date but the families feel it everyday. It was an American loss. I may not have loss any blood family, but my firefighting family lost something that we never thought would happen.
343. Entire crews were gone, just like that. 343.
There were so many questions about it all, wondering what could have been done differently from the response. Would it have changed anything? We'll never know. But we will never forget. Even watching movies and television shows, subtle reminders can be present. A shot of that iconic New York skyline with those two towers standing tall. That simple image will never be recreated in reality. But we have our new reality now and a new normal with the One World Trade Center. One. We are one country and one nation united.
From my point of view, the One World Trade Center is important because it recognizes American strength. We were knocked down but stood back up. And there was no way in hell that we would ever forget.
As a firefighter, I believe that it is not just important but also necessary to recognize the magnitude of their sacrifice. The one thing that I know about firefighters is that we love our job. It doesn't matter if you are paid or volunteer, if you have one year in or twenty. Firefighters love this job. It is the best thing in the world. Best thing I ever did. I can't explain it. It's not an easy job. Really, it is exhausting. But it is just so awesome. And to forget the sacrifices of those who died from the attacks or forget any other brother or sister who died in the line of duty is just wrong. We can never forget. We don't dwell, we got to keep going because those tones are going to go off or that bell will ring and we got to get on the rig. We keep going and keep doing our job and by doing that we remember. We remembered what they loved and what they did. And to be honest, most firefighters would probably kick their crews' asses if they didn't keep going.
We train, we learn, we get better. It will always be a dangerous job. You have to respect that. Not respecting it is the biggest mistake. You watch your back, keep you and your crew safe. When we look at incidents that resulted in injury or death we need to learn from it. We can't change the past. We have to live with it. But we can try and make the future better.
This brotherhood is so strong.
A lot has changed since 9/11. The aftermath of the attacks has led to wars, more losses and pain. But you know what? There's another day I will never forget. I will never forget when it was announced that the son of a bitch bin Laden had been killed. I remember an image of a handful of FDNY firefighters in their bunker coats, one had his arms raised as the words "BIN LADEN IS DEAD" scrolled across on a screen.
It's going to be okay. I hope that the families and the loved ones of those who died from the attacks and the War on Terror know that they won't be forgotten. It is always going to hurt. Someday, I will have to explain 9/11 to my own children and have those memories still vivid in my mind. But I just pray that my children will never have to experience anything similar.
Take care of each other.
Keep fire in your life. Stay safe.
Monday, September 2, 2013
My Goals for my firefighting career
One of the most important lessons for any firefighter is that training never ends. The day that a firefighter believes he no longer needs to train is the day that a firefighter should walk away.
Although I currently cannot attend training in person as much as I would like, there are other ways to keep up, although naturally these do not replace actually doing it. Just on my tablet where I write this post, I have resources at my fingertips. Mobile applications from firefighting magazines provides up to date content on a variety of topics. YouTube allows the sharing of videos, whether it be training or of past incidents. Of course, Facebook, Twitter and LinkedIn is a way to interact with others and share information. With this blog, I hope to utilize these resources more and expand my knowledge.
My firefighting career may be strictly volunteer, but I can think of no greater honor or privilege than being a firefighter. I'm the lucky one.
Passing my FF1 was awesome. Since I passed that, I'm hoping to become Firefighter II certified in the near future. As well, I would like to obtain Pro-Board certifications in rescue. Eventually, I want to be a fire instructor. Throughout my firefighting career, there have been a few instructors that have had a lasting impact on me. They helped me keep going and succeed when I wanted to give up. I hope to help others like some instructors have helped me.
I know that I have a long way to go. But I am willing to learn and train. One of the best ways to keep myself sharp while I'm at school is working out. Now, I'm a 21 year old female and I'm only 5'2 to begin with. At first, I was hesitant about doing heavy lifting. However, after a couple weeks I was hooked and seeing results. I have found that different types of exercise like Cross fit and yoga all have their benefits to firefighting.
Nothing replaces actually putting the gear on and drilling. I miss it so much when I'm at school. But I've made do. If someone would've told me that I would have passed FFI a week after finishing the finals of my junior year of college, I would have laughed. A lot. But I guess you can do anything you put your mind.
That is the attitude I'm trying to take overall with firefighting. I hope to learn a lot from this blog. I hope to have interactions with my audience too. This will be the last introductory post. Next, I am planning on finding a good topic on an issue facing the fire service today.
Keep fire in your life. Stay safe.